Music Monday: "Not Afraid" by Eminem
"I'm not afraid to make a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you experience that, you're not alone
Holla if you find that you've been down the same road"
Most of you I am sure have heard this song.
It is from Eminem's newest CD called "Recovery" and is one amazing song. If you are someone who can see by the secular language to hear the beauty of these lyrics than I suggest checking it out.
"I'ma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly
And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony"
We accept all heard it at about time in our lives. Somebody out there has told us "you will never .". You can visit it having a solid will, a strong personality, or being stubborn, but that phrase always gets me. Who is anybody to separate us that we can't be or can't do or can't can't can't? I have heard it many times in my life. You love what? There are likely many things that I could never be. Today though, I am a lot of things that 10 days ago nobody would take thought I could be. "You'll never be happy. You'll never notice that someone. You will never accept a successful life." My spirit may not be perfect, but I accept a wicked awesome life. I am glad and I did feel that someone. Thanks to that person there are now two more someone's for whom I live my life.
"I promise
To focussolelyon handling my responsibility's as a father
So I solemnly swear to constantly treat this roof like my daughters and produce it
You couldn't raise a single shingle on it"
Simply awesome. My first focus away from being a husband, is my children. Their lives and their good being are my duty and get before everything else: my job, my blog, my friends. I would make my last 2 breaths to them if I knew that it would preserve them. I would break up everything I accept if that is what I had to do. There is naught that can point me from existence the dad my children need me to be. Well, except myself. It must be up to me to resolve to be that dad. It must be my alternative to do what I possess to, or want to, for my family. Nobody on Land can make that decision for me, and I don't suppose I would let them.
"Cause the way I feel, I'm strong enough to go to the club
Or the corner pub and raising the whole liquor counter up
Cause I'm raising the bar, I take for the moon
But I'm too busy gazing at stars, I feel amazing"
How I feel good now, especially after a lot of soul digging tonight and then listening to this song. It has been a rough few days emotionally and mentally. I'm not going to go into detail, but there are things that get to change, and things I want to act on about myself. Tonight after act I did a lot of thinking. I thinking about who I am, and who I wish to be. Then I thought about what I required to do to give it from one to the other. Then I started thinking around The Kiddos, The Wifey, and animation in general, and I smiled. I find great about where I am and who I am. I find great about where I wish to go and what it might have to get there. I am raising the standards for myself, and in turn, for my family. I will extend to take for the moon, but if I don't take it, that is quite alright. Because in this home, there are 3 stars, and I am happy residing among them.
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